Waking up to no meaning, I stare at the ceiling
Count the imperfections that surround my being
Can tell how I'm feeling
And it hurts more when you ask
There's a hole in my head and heart
But I'm a long way from the start
There's a hole in my head and heart
But I'm a long way from
Back when I couldn't move, was frozen
I told myself it's all good
It's only chemical
It's only chemical
It's only chemical
I'm too shy to speak up
Guess I have my reasons for telling little lies
About those around me and what I could be
It's eating me alive
There's a hole in my head and heart
But I'm a long way from the start
There's a hole in my head and heart
But I'm a long way from
Back when I couldn't move, was frozen
I told myself it's all good
It's only chemical
It's only chemical
It's only chemical
It's only chemical
It's only chemical
I find comfort when they say you can't
Sit and count the days until it ends
There's still time I want to break anything I've ever made
But I've come a long way from
I've come a long way from
Back when I couldn't move, was frozen
I told myself it's all good
It's only chemical
It's only chemical
It's only chemical
I want to scream but it won't help
I've created my own hell
And it's only chemical
It's only chemical
It's only chemical
It's only chemical
It's only chemical
