I haven’t breathed right since the night
You spent a year trying to forget
You spent another trying to make it right
The sunlight in my head will rust
My image of you turns to dust
And I will not be suppressed
Out with the worst you’re not saying
Fighting myself to push you away
I dare you to leave with my faith decaying
Waiting for you to run out of grace
That’s just what I do, do, do
You know I wish we could dance
But I am stoned and out of breath
You just try to tell yourself
That one day out is not part of it
I know that you try your best
But there are things you just can’t fix
And darling I am one of them
And you don’t have to tell me now
I know that you’re still worried
About my moods they swing with the violence
They scream in the silence
And I wish I could settle down
That’s just what I do, do, do
So with the worst that you’re not saying
Fighting myself to push you away
My moods they swing with the violence
They scream in the silence
Waiting for you to fall out of grace
That’s just what I do, do, do
