I stare at your pictures for hours on end Dreaming, fantasizing about holding you Feeling my hands on your bare skin Just being with you But I know it'll never happen But I can't stop myself from fantasizing I think about you for hours until I realize how much time I've spent thinking of a scenario that'll never happenYou're so beautiful and funny And anytime I see your picture or hear your name My stomach flips and I get butterflies Every word you say sends goosebumps all over my bodyI've tried for so long not to look at you To not look at pictures of you To cut off all contact with you But I can't stop I can't stop how I feel I don't know if I'll ever stop feeling this way At least not for a long timeI see you with him it makes me sick to my stomach And although that should put me off you, it doesn't It only makes me want you more If you knew how I felt, I wouldn't even be writing this shit I wouldn't be so lonely You'd understand how much you mean to me You mean so much to meI wish you'd look at me the way I look at you I wish I could be with you I just want to feel the warmth of your body next to mine To see your smile I want to play with your hair See it shine under the Sun as it hits you just rightI want to watch the Sun sink behind the heavens with you Talk, laugh, make out Anything I just want anything from you
