My life is spent in darkness I only walk in rain Left by a father who would never even know my pain Home is my fondest memory The thing that keeps me sane I’ll take these pills to make sure that I never feel againI'll bring my fucking tempest I'll bring my fucking storm I'll part that shit like Moses The sea of rage is formed There's no chance you will stop me The end has come you'll see A towering inferno of rage A fucking beast The truth will be told Silent in the cold Darkness it takes hold The lotus unfolds The rope is untied The pain from inside about to landslide I’ll purify Shatter my grief that is buried beneath I'm broken like teeth My bane I bequeath Life obsolete I still hear her cries You're a fool who I despise Sometimes believe I'm not nice Test me I’ll come back, surprise Butchers knife the size of your thigh Push me for a high enough time, you get beat down on the ground you lie Hands on throat look you in the eye, with a plunge and a twist slowly end your life My anxiety ripping me apart Stripping me of everything I used to be The never ending pounding of my heart kicking fear into my mind until I cannot see The truth will be told Silent in the cold Darkness it takes hold The lotus unfolds The rope is untied The pain from inside about to landslide I’ll purify I still hear her cries My life is spent in darkness I only walk in rain Left by a father who would never even know my pain Home is my fondest memory The thing that keeps me sane I’ll take these pills to make sure that I never feel againI'll bring my fucking tempest I'll bring my fucking storm I'll part that shit like Moses The sea of rage is formed There's no chance you will stop me The end has come you'll see A towering inferno that is buried beneath The truth will be told Silent in the cold Darkness it takes hold The lotus unfolds The rope is untied The pain from inside about to landslide I’ll purify Don't push me, my mood is frosty I might take your life don't cross me One word out of line is costly Leave a lad chopped up like a rosti All the pain inside it burns like an inferno, raging, you'll learn You won't smile when the tables turn You won't smile when the tables turnBeen left with scars they’re burning With a pain inside, I'm yearning For the switch when the tables turning Dark mood man it's real concerning Don't know what a man will do, when I get these thoughts gotta keep on churning How to cope with the thoughts inside, it's a ride and I gotta hold on, keep learningI need to tell you that, mother, I suffer and it’s because of you