You haven't answered my,
concerns and questions why,
you left me standing here speechless with butterflies.
Is this the end of you?
Is life beginning soon?
Have we begun to fake the day-to-day
'I love you's?
So let's be satisfied,
without the hate inside.
Just walk away from the pain but
still leave with pride.
I won't be needing you;
I don't believe you do.
So lead the way to the door and
I'll follow through.
I can't go on,
forgetting what I'm made of.
I am so numb; you held me down for so long.
It's fine to criticize,
the pain in my eyes,
if you escape the blame;
the feeling;
the shame that kept you mine.
I'm done believing you,
in spite of swearing true.
I'm over analyzing every little thing you do.
Make no mistake this time:
I've never felt so right.
I've never been the one disguising how
I feel inside.
So, let me ask of you:
Please, put away the attitude,
and I'll be the one to follow through
without any fucking help from you 'cause
I can't go on,
forgetting what I'm made of.
I am so numb; you held me down for so long.
How long am I willing to go on
faking this life's what I want?
I can't go on feeling so numb;
wasting my time with someone.
I can't go on,
forgetting what I'm made of.
I am so numb; you held me down for so long.
How long am I willing to go on
faking this life's what I want?
I can't go on feeling so numb;
wasting my time with someone.
I can't go on.
I am so numb.
You've held me down for so long.
