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Mad it’s been a whole four months without you
I’ve been in the worst pain in my life
It's been so crazy, some-, sometimes I forget how to eat, or sleep
How to even function right
I miss
It's so weird not calling you everyday
Making sure you’re okay
Sometimes we’d talk for hours
Sometimes we’d talk for minutes
Talk about all types of things
Sometimes we’d joke around
Sometimes talk about deep conversations
To being at your house every weekend for six months straight
Playing League with Illie, Rico, and Leo
To being on ice and will
To riding out on, on the road, and just talking about life
And have so many ideas just bouncin' back to each other
Listening to the new, listening to the albums, to the music
You taught me so much these last few years
You taught me how to be a man, how to assert control
Taught me how, how to deal with certain things didn't need to be dealt with
How to block out the negativity, all that energy I didn't need
I could go on and on for all, for all the memories we had, but damn
Think I've shared so much
It's like every time we got off the phone
The last time, the last time we talked
The last thing you said was: I love you
I love you, Jah
Thank you for everything
