Black Box

I've been waiting for someone for so long
I've been lacking compassion for so long
In spite of the evidence I am not okay
I am building a monster to carry me awayI've been away from the sunshine for so long
I've been nursing my patient for so long
This time I'm coming out the other side
Don't you dare to notice me 'cause, I am not aliveThis is only another condition your mind has found
Still you're steering directly at the flames
You must face these conclusions or else they will bring you down
You won't even remember why she camePatience, please I believe it's over now
Emily, how do we recover from this fallI've been waiting for someone for so long
I've been lacking compassion for so long
In spite of the evidence, I am not okay
I am building a monster