torawareta ikiba no nai kokoro ugokenaku naru
jibun no kimochi sae mienai me wo somuketeru
te no hira ni tsutsumarete iru chou no you ni
tobitakute mo tobenai hane ga
"tsugou no ii youni ikireba ii yo"
"kurushii nante iwasenai kara"
mimimoto de kikoeru yuuwaku
jiyuu wo motomete watadoritsukezu
ibasho no nai genjitsu ni
omoidoori ni naranai chizu wo nagamete iru
karada ga kirisakareitami ni kiete iku
kioku mo negai mo
setsunaku irozukihidarite ni wasurerarenu kizu
BOKU WA PARANOIA
tsunagareta teashikakusareta hitomi no naka ni
omoidasuano omokage wa maboroshi nanoka
"zenbu sutete shimaeba raku ni nareru yo"
"itami ga kaikan ni kawatte iku yo"
tewatasarerukindan no akai mi
jibunrashisa nantewakaranakute
kako ni shibararekurikaesu
toki no ayamachi ni kizukazu ni"ano mi wo kudasai"
te ni iretai mono wotsukamenakute
kienai kizu wo fuyasu dake
kizutsuite shimattamishiranu sekai ni nokosareta
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unadareru kubi
kikoenai mimi
sakebenai nodo
ugokenai ashi
kore ga genjitsu ga yume kawaranai
demo kimi wa tashika ni boku wo mite ita
kurai yami no naka demogaki nagara
nandomo jibun wo mitsuketeru
migite ni nokoru akai iroBARABARA no chouchou
konomama nemurazu niaruki tsuzukereba
itsuka wa tadoritsukeru?
yuku te nikimi no ashiato ga mierumou modorenai
BOKU WA PARANOIA
