A cynic I'm hopeless I'm broken There is no light inside of me I'm tired, I'm restless, I'm lonesome But I can never sleepMy mind plays games when I'm alone now You said the worst things to get inside my head Intoxication takes control now Self medication takes it's gripI'm crawling on the floor (Take deep breaths, your heart is racing) There's clawing at the door Oh God, dont let 'em take meNow I have to find a way out I have to find my voice I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for meWhen I'm completely numb, a darkness takes me I turn into someone I hate completely It's me against the world Take cover, you can not fix me Just throw me to the wolves I'm a victim of self pityNow I have to find a way out I ha?e to find my voice I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me Now I have to find a way back I have to make a choice I'm never losing sight of what's in front of meI've given up I'm in for a lifetime of second guessing Everything that I've become My mind plays games when I'm alone Self medicated intoxication takes controlNow I have to find my way out I have to find my voice These thoughts are no good for meNow I have to find a way out I have to find my voice I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me Now I have to find a way back I have to make a choice I'm never losing sight of what's in front of me
