Waste Away

I'm always running away
What can I do to make it distant memory?
You hate me
And that's okayStrike the match and watch it all burn up
Like a rat in a cage, I only waste away
Separate from myself
I'm suffocating withinUnderneath my skin, I'm feelin' hell again
Always buried in the things that I regret
Underneath my skin, I'm diggin' deep
Just to feel hollow in the endI was born for suffering
So, let me dwell on the past again
And erase that part of me
I keep thinkin' the worst is in store for me
It'll rip me apartThen put me back together to re-live again
I'll show you
What it takes
Show endurance
As time passes, existence is pain
Like a rat In a cage, I only waste awaySeparate from myself
I'm suffocating within
But I'm so
Underneath my skin, I'm feelin' hell again
Always buried in the things that I regret
Underneath my skin, I'm diggin' deep
Just to feel hollow in the endAnd to be alone again
I always seem to fade away on repeat
Until I disappear
(Until I disappear)
It's time to make a difference
Time to talk about my deedsI used to dream about the endings
That I know will never be
I found my peace knowing I'm not okay
Dark clouds reign over me
Let the suffering remainGetting
Underneath my skin, I'm feelin' hell again
Always buried in the things that I regret
Underneath my skin, I'm diggin' deep
Just to feel hollow in the end
I was born for suffering