There’s something creeping down my bones I think it’s you cus you’re the only who makes this your home I don’t wanna know where you are Your drowning at my thoughts, but I think that I know I’m aloneI know I’m something that you discard Just like my father I was never fucking worth it in the end My skins peeling off my fingertips I think I’ve had I enough, I know that you wish I was deadTwinkle little star How could I ever reach this far Wont you cut me up Break me down and say I’m all yoursManic depressed in the brain I’m fucked anyway Can’t live a day without thinking I’m insane These walls are breathing all again I see these faces laugh in the end At me and I think it’s all pretend But deep down they know there alive inside me Breathing, changing, morphing me into something I hateI can’t take it anymore man I wanna say that I’m ok but I’m not I’m breaking down on the daily Shaking everyday I feel like I’ve lost Its ok, its ok, I never mattered anyway Just a fucked up in high school Lost where I wanted to be Lost what I wanted to see cause of youFamily petitions to get admission into mental hospitals I hate 'Cause they don’t wanna see me anymore That can’t deal with this manic state Waking up in my bed alone Waking up all again its shown That I have no faith in you I don’t have faith in my own soulWhere I do go in this journey Where do I turn when the path just always ends With you and me facing each other turning pages I can’t mend All these scars there shown deep down in my skin I feel like, I’ve lost againThere’s something creeping down my bones I think it’s you 'cus you’re the only who makes this your home I don’t wanna know where you are Your drowning at my thoughts, but I think that I know I’m aloneI know I’m something that you discard Just like my father I was never fucking worth it in the end My skins peeling off my fingertips I think I’ve had I enough, I know that you wish I was deadAnother 9 to the 5 Another break to the bottle Break my pride and throttled From the dust Of the drabI’m living for someone else Im living someone else’s struggle Head gains weight and strains I’ll take a flight From my brain Medicate, play ur gameWell Talk buys time in murder Escape u then I’ll serve ya Night sky beats like a war drum It beats my ears In demon hums It treats my deer To forest scum Consumed by willing forces Participate in clausesAlarm beats 20 times Out of speak out of rhyme Wake up Get to fuck Another day Another grindAlarm beats 20 times Out of speak out of rhyme Wake up Get to fuck Another day Another grind FuckThere’s something creeping down my bones I think it’s you cus you’re the only who makes this your home I don’t wanna know where you are Your drowning at my thoughts, but I think that I know I’m aloneI know I’m something that you discard Just like my father I was never fucking worth it in the end My skins peeling off my fingertips I think I’ve had I enough, I know that you wish I was dead
