To All The Boys I Almost Loved

To all the boys I almost loved
Was it too much or not enough?
I couldn’t forget you if I tried
Kissed you g’night but not goodbyeI wore your flowers in my hair
I couldn’t help but blush and stare
Your lips were cold against my cheek
But your eyes were soft and words were sweetYou were reckless and didn’t care
I was young and unaware
You were easy, wild and free
I was everything in betweenTried to write you a letter or five
I cared more than you realize
I played our songs on repeat
Until they became a part of meDid I leave you black and blue?
Well I can show you my scars too
Was it all just make-believe?
Or was nothing quite as bad as it seemed?To all the boys I almost loved
Was it too much or not enough?
I couldn’t forget you if I tried
Kissed you g’night but not goodbye