I've felt the hate rise up in me Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves I wander out where you can't see Inside my shell I wait and bleedI've felt the hate rise up in me Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves I wander out where you can't see Inside my shell I wait and bleedI wipe it off the tile, the light is brighter this time Everything is 3-d blasphemy My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up This is not the way I pictured me I can't control my shakes! How the hell did I get here? Something about this, so very wrong I wish I'd laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this Is it a dream or a memory?I've felt the hate rise up in me Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves I wander out where you can't see Inside my shell I wait and bleedI've felt the hate rise up in me Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves I wander out where you can't see Inside my shellYou haven't learned a thing I haven't changed a thing The flesh was in my bones The pain runs always freeYou haven't learned a thing I haven't changed a thing The flesh was in my bones The pain runs always freeI've felt the hate rise up in me Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves I wander out where you can't see Inside my shell I wait and bleedI've felt the hate rise up in me Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves I wander out where you can't see Inside my shell I wait and bleed