Deathbed

Get it out my head
Is it me or you instead
Is it him or me who's badWhat Am I to you
Don't you see how much I'm hurt
Show you love, but I'm just dirtWhat am I to you
I'm no puppet, out my face
I just need some loveBut I don't wanna go
I just wanna stay
Cuddle you all night
Make me wanna fucking fade
Make me wanna choke to death in my own sleep
Kill myself, I'm so lonelyDeathAnd I'm sorry
That I fucked up like I always do
Commitment issues, what it do
I'm hiding in my bed
And I'm sorry
Don't you see how much I love you fool
Your blindness fucks up everything
Just stay away from meAnd I'm sorry
I don't want to pretend these things
I know you still like him
That's coolBut I don't wanna go
I just wanna stay
Cuddle you all night
Make me wanna fucking fade
Make me wanna choke to death in my own sleep
Kill myself, I'm so lonelyDeath (x110)