I think I went crazy trying to stay sane Trying to keep my head out of the grave I never thought to expect More than manic blissI think I lost it Stuck at the big end of the bottle Where all I mean to say It all goes down with the dregs Lost in the swirling hazeI think I went crazy trying to remain Trying to make some sense of the mess in my brain Fingers crossed that this Is the worst that my head is going to get Of everything I thought I'd need In this desperate waking dream Is standing right in front of meYou're just standing there like heaven While I'm still wearing the clothes I slept in Telling myself just keep on breathing It's your spirit that I'm seeing And it's burning bright and clear Burning bright and clearI've never felt a time Where everything I am Felt less defined Just trying to find the safest place to landWhen every single thing I need A vision and a dream Is standing right in front of me Right in front of meYou're just standing there like heaven While I'm still wearing the clothes I slept in Telling myself just keep on breathing It's your spirit that I'm seeing And it's burning bright and clear Burning bright and clearRelying on your easy glow To pull me up from the undertow The faces that we show So far from our ownYou're just standing there like You're just standing there like You're just standing there likeYou're just standing there like heaven While I'm still wearing the clothes I slept in Telling myself just keep on breathing It's your spirit that I'm seeing And it's burning bright and Burning bright and Burning bright and clear