I’m still living in a knife fight
Living like a bad guy
Can’t stand what I look like
I keep praying like a saint be-
Lieving it’ll change me
But the voices won’t leave
I see the tunnel full of light again
I never reach it and it’s getting dim
I feel the darkness try to pull me in
It just won’t end it’s sinking in my skin
I’m stuck in a war
I? am broken and torn
Dividing my head and my heart
Between the good and the evil
God and the devil
Demons and angels
They’re tearing me apart
I keep begging for these bad things
Living out my dark dreams
Don’t you try to save me
I’m just looking for forgiveness
Someone who can end this
Can I get a witness
It’s good for my flesh
It ain’t good for my soul
I want it to stop
But I got no control
