Wake in mourning Remember all I’ve lost Aches forewarning Of misery to comeShame bleeds through me Let by a sharpened cross Hate consumes me I am the wicked oneStill waiting for my day of reckoning But heartless self-indulgence beckons me Save me The voices in my head are deafening These chemicals will never set me free Save meI don’t need you anymore Just leave me here and shut the door I don’t need you anymore Leave me strung out on the fucking floorNo reflection Can’t recall who I was Choked confessions Of all the pain I’ve causedTried to follow The trail of blood I’ve spilled Mind feels hollow Time for another kill I will never learn my lessonThere is no hope left inside Only agony Someday I will die Knowing everything Is the fault of mineVultures inside my head They scratch and they claw while I lie in bed Constructing a nest out of my regrets Mutilating until I wish I were deadTell me how I can make amends For stepping on all of my so-called-friends And selling my soul just to get ahead Only to live a life overcome with dreadAnd every time I think I’ve reached the end Running in circles again and again and again All the blood I’ve bled Re-forms in the shape of a new omen Oh GodDeep in the hollow live things you can’t unsee So keep your eyes closed, or you’ll become like me Broken
