I'm tryna keep my focus I don't know if you know this But I've been on my toes I can't seem to get my head straight You've been in my headspace All I want is for myself to escapeBut you've been here And I'm still alone You can't see that the hurting has grownAnd I'm afraid that I might lose a friend I told myself that I won't let this end butIt's just hard for me To see you Hard to breathe When I'm near you You take my breath away I'm holding on to what was, and we've changedIt's just hard for me To see you Hard to breathe When I'm near you You take my breath away I'm holding on to what was, and we've changedLately I've been hopeless Letting myself go All the little things I notice Keep me in that headspace Trying to keep a straight face All I want is for myself to escapeBut all the fear Keeps me at home And I can't see that I'm not alone, andI'm afraid that I might lose a friend I'm terrified that this might have to end, 'causeIt's just hard for me To see you Hard to breathe When I'm near you You take my breath away I'm holding on to what was, and we've changedIt's just hard for me To see you Hard to breathe When I'm near you You take my breath away I'm holding on to what was, and we've changed