We are cursed Darkened door Hastened heartbeat Stakes seem so high In the moment Come to terms With your efforts Treading water Flexing muscleForsaken Toxic urge Declarations Haze of ego Sit in your shame A stench you can't wash out In false accounts Of your early actions You're not affected, you're just mechanical Try proving me wrong I'll leave the door open And the light onAvert your gaze You paint the truth In third-party bloodGive yourself to earth Tethered by association You weren't invited Borne of a parasite Wrapped in your sweet disguise I warned youCarry objects Not memories Laughter airy as your conviction Smile brittle as your interestPointless social exercises will not dictate what transpires I will end you