I'm sorry I'm here again I'm sorry, I'm starting to wear again Sorry, you're tired of hearing it I'm tired of carrying all the comparisonSorry I'm feeling it I'm sorry I suck at concealing it If I were real with you, I'd tell it all If you were real with me, you'd tell me You don't think I'm real at allSo who do you think you are? Without me, you're nothing Don't mean to cause no alarm But I'm all you gotYou treat me like you forgot how we got started Now I'm discarded Not sure what I did, but I don't belong here If you don't need me, I'll hang back But you're gonna feel me when the panic attacksYeah, rem?mber that? You and me, see, we go way back Had your b?st interest, had your back But you weren't interested in thatAnd I do my best to shut up 'Cause that's all you ever try to tell me when I come up So I stay in the basement and try to hold the breakdowns back But the basic math says this won't lastHow much longer do you think you have One of these days you'll totally crash You'll look at me like: What just happened? That's what I've been trying to keep from happening So I keep you happy I keep you happy Till someday, suddenly, sadly You're snappingOh, and the tiniest crack Spreads like fire, shatters the glass You try holding it back But beggars can't choose when the panic attacksI'm sorry I'm sensitive But not really sorry 'Cause you're just pretending it ain't what it is Ain't what we areLike, you think you really got us this far And that's all in spite of me Really now? And you wish I wasn't here Really now? Gave you the warnings, gave the signs You just ignore me, pay me no mindYou left me no options I gotta stop this Can't have you thinking that you really got this Not sabotagingJust trying to caution you Before you put us straight in the coffin I'll make you nauseous Feel like you lost itHead to the basement Make you my hostage For so many years I couldn't stop it Now I'll make you feel like I feel I promiseOh, and the tiniest crack Spreads like fire, shatters the glass You try holding it back But beggars can't choose when the panic attacksOh, and just the tiniest crack Can break you into pieces just like that There's no holding it back 'Cause beggars can't choose when the panic attacks(I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry)I'm sorry I doubted you Sorry I made you shut up I couldn't face the truth It scared me too much So I kept you locked up 'Cause I didn't know Know that I needed you Till you let me knowI'm sorry I doubted you I'm sorry I made you shut up I couldn't face the truth 'Cause it scared me too much So I kept you locked up 'Cause I didn't know Know that I needed you But I do nowOh, and the tiniest crack Spreads like fire, shatters the glass You try holding it back But beggars can't choose when the panic attacksOh, and just the tiniest crack Can break you into pieces just like that There's no holding it back 'Cause beggars can't choose when the panic attacks(I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry)
