Where I stand, I hope you can reach my hand 'Cuz I just can’t move my feet And when you’re mouth moves Saying that you care about meI’m programmed to just shut down and leave And I know that I complain, and have so many issues And I thank you for letting me cry in your car 'Cuz I know that it won’t get me farI’m an addict and I’m ill And I don’t know if I can change But I’m happy to give it a shot 'Cuz you make me want to be a better person When a year ago I thought I could notAnd I got PTSD from my family I’m still mad at their ex-wives I got a history of screams to stay away from me So I’m happy you want in my lifeAnd I got PTSD from my family I’m still mad at their ex-wives I got a history of screams to stay away From me so I’m happy you want me aliveWhen you’re in bed, asleep next to me And you wouldn’t let me if I tried to leave We sat in that cardboard box and I told you What had happened to me And you said you’d do your best to make me happy'Cuz I’m an addict and I’m ill And I don’t know if I can change 'Cuz I’m happy to give it a try'Cuz you make me want to be a better person And a year ago I wanted to die And I got PTSD from my family I’m still mad at their ex-wives I got a history of screams to stay away from meSo I’m happy you want in my life And I got PTSD from my family I’m still mad at their ex-wives I got a history of screams to stay away from me soI’m happy you want me I’m happy you want me I’m happy you want me alive
