I crave affection, co-dependence and vulnerability All of which I try to keep myself from experiencing But I can’t help when there’s a crack in the façade I bring I let my guard down for a second and you leaveIt took some time for me to realise the things I feel Six months of us pretending, we never wanted this to be real If I’m honest with myself I thought we would never really fit But I cared more than I care to admitSo lock me out of your life And throw away the key We were never meant to beLeave me to waste, hang me out to dry Another person in my life on which I can’t rely Hide me away, create an alibi For all the time that you felt distant and weary-eyedWere we ever that special if you never trusted me? Your mind polluted by self-doubt and insecurityBut I guess I'm still to blame, I'm the cause of your distress I’m the only constant in every single messIt’s so much harder to point the blame When everything turns out the same I guess I’m always the one to blame When it all turns out the same
