Cyanide

You keep on making this hard
I'm not fit to play this part
And I can't put this all to waste
I'm trying to be openAnd I know I'm not okay
All these tears have filled this lake
Frozen up with our mistakes
Ice smashed but you still taste theCyanide
That you kissed
On my cherry stained lips
Oh, it dripsI wish that I could've let you move on
After this
After thisBut how do I let you go
How do I let you know
I'll just let you down
DownOh, no, noI know that it hurts my soul
But I'm just full of pain that grows
I'll just let you down
DownYou try to fix me
Say it will work
You try to convince me
But it's gonna hurtTaking chapters out our past
Choosing ways to make it last
Don't give up that's all you ask
I'm back to where I startedI won't make another round
It's like I wanna let you down
Empty words and all my doubts
Just seem to linger like theCyanide
That you kissed
On my cherry stained lips
Oh, it drips (it drips)I wish that I could've let you move on
After this
After thisBut how do I let you go
How do I let you know
I'll just let you down
DownOh, no, noI know that it hurts my soul
But I'm just full of pain that grows
I'll just let you down
Down
Down
DownDon't be fooled
I'm just one of your illusions
Was this real
Or was this all just illusionDid what's done
And now we've had it proven
Another time
Another liveYou try to fix me
Say it will work
You try to convince me
But it's gonna hurt