Is there a way out A way out from the let down I'm living in? Some refuge from the cloud I'm underLiving in lies, what I am is never good enough Every time I cry, it's just the surface There's no hope if I give them nothingSuffocating, so unnerving, I can't get this off my chest But I'm coping with the feeling of your disappointmentAnd now I'm dead in the water I'm afraid it's too late to change It's like I've held up a gun to everyone that I love Now this pain won't go away You're the pin, I'm the hand grenadeHow can words of hope hold weight When I can't believe when I tell them to myself? I can't feel heart through the violence A violence that's self inflictedLiving in lies, what I am is never good enough Every time I cry, it's just the surface There's no hope if I give them nothingSuffocating, so unnerving, I can't get this off my chest But I'm coping with the feeling of your disappointmentAnd now I'm dead in the water I'm afraid it's too late to change It's like I've held up a gun to everyone that I love Now this pain won't go away You're the pin, I'm the hand grenadeNow the cold hard truth I'm miserable and panicked now What can I do? Distress in bloom I thought that I could numb the pain But I'm just losing myself againLight it upCan I feel love if I'm keeping secrets? Can I feel peace if my heart's made of stone?And now I'm dead in the water I'm afraid it's too late to change It's like I've held up a gun to everyone that I love Now this pain won't go away You're the pin, I'm the hand grenade Now this pain won't go away You're the pin, I'm the hand grenadeCan I feel love if I'm keeping secrets again?
