Collapsing

It's everlasting and I can never winHow can I explain
The unexplainable
I'm screaming out loud
My words are inaudibleSomething is clearly wrong in my system
It feels like a big cataclysm
I stare at my own re-reflec-flection
But you cannot see this infectionIt's all collapsing
Feels like an endless downward spiral
It's all collapsing
Consuming me from the inside outIt's everlasting
It's everlasting
I can never win
It's all collapsing nowFeeling worthless
Can't find my purpose
Can't see no future
There's only fireIt must be my broken DNA-code
Because this brain is about to implode
It's easy to become suicidal
When living is nothing but brutalIt's all collapsing
Feels like an endless downward spiral
It's all collapsing
Consuming me from the inside outIt's everlasting
It's everlasting
I can never win
It's all collapsing nowI stare at my own reflection
I know it's invisible to you
But this is real
This infectionIt's all collapsing
Feels like an endless downward spiral (downward spiral)
It's all collapsing
Consuming me from the inside out (from the inside out)It's everlasting
It's everlasting
I can never win
It's all collapsing now