As my whole world comes down around me
Show me no pity as I ease
Into a suicidal laughter
With the setting sun
My father's gun is whispering
And as my family dies from cancer
I am teary-eyed and weak
I'm not weary of disasters
The end is numb
For everyone, eventually
And as my friendships are decaying
And we're all waking from the dream
This dying day just ain't worth saving
So I hide away
In my poison brain, trying to sleep
