Maybe this could be my summer The suicide hotline blocked my number Well maybe it’s alright to feel like this I think it’s alright to feel like shit soI wanna be cautious I wanna be real I wanna careful Don’t tell me how to feel I wanna be anxious I wanna be fake I wanna be plastic I wanna be madeAll you ever do is whine And drink too much wine And smoke too much weed And never be on timeI know SoMaybe this could be my summer The suicide hotline blocked my number Well maybe it’s alright to feel like this I think it’s alright to feel like shit soYeah yeah Please don’t say hi when you see me And please don’t say bye when you’re leaving No I do not care bout your feelingsWhile I’m out here all in my feelings Need some help check myself into rehab While I’m there ask yourself why you did that No I cannot have no wifeWhen all of these pictures my type Come take a bump from my line But don’t ever hit up my line Do I kill myself or check myself into rehab While I’m there ask yourself why you did thatThis could be my summer (The suicide hotline) That bih blocked my number (Ooh yeah oh my) This could be my summer (The suicide hotline) That bih blocked my number (Ooh yeah oh my)Maybe this could be my summer The suicide hotline blocked my number Well maybe it’s alright to feel like this I think it’s alright to feel like shit soMaybe this could be our summer The suicide hotline blocked our numbers And now we sipping lean from a wine glass I pop a xan and watch the stars passMy mental illness is letting go Bitch let’s married an overdose Where do we go when nobody knows But when I die will you hold me closeMaybe this could be my summer The suicide hotline blocked my number Well maybe it’s alright to feel like this I think it’s alright to feel like shit so