Now I Feel X Only You (feat. Shiloh Dynasty & Snøw)

Father, forgive me for you know
That I've been always sinning
I take no interest partying with my liquor
Fucking up my systemExcuse my language, that's a hang up
On how shity I've been feeling
I'm sorry I feel no attraction
And now that it's been a minute
'Cause I've beenFrom all the happy moments to the mad
From all the sappy moments to the bad
Breaking your shell just like pistachio nuts
Cause you were sad like the last one to come through
Left so fast, yeah, he done through
Only took a month to find another one
To call his one boo
Like a nightmare come true
Even though that was true
So much as to undo
All the pain you've been throughNow I feel, now I feel
Now I feel, now I feelGot me sitting in this party thinking
Bout' you nigga thinking bout' me hardly
So I'ma be blunt
But there's blunt in my mouth
So I'm spaced out blazed out
Got me in the yard laying face down
Now I'm from the waist down
How I've got a ways down
Got to try the ways down
I just need you in my life to be on that right track
Let me long ago so that you'd be right back
A while back when I was blind like a wild batNow I feel, now I feel
Now I feel, now I feelAll this weight on my shoulders
Put this weight to my pin
I stay heavy bodied
Because of the shape that I'm in
And no I don't baby take all these washes
Rickisid the pain
And I'm in a lot of pain
And I fidgeted in the rain
All the minutes in the rain
From her faces dirty look
From all her friends dirty looks
From her parents dirty looks
Give myself, this is my biggest fear
To put it through
What I did to make it disappearNow I feel, now I feel
Now I feel, now I feel