Analyzis Paralysis

I feel intoxicated
I hear them rapping in my mind
My anxiety is enslaving me
So desperate, so confined
I know that I'm not the man
Who I always thought I would be
I think I'm searching for the promised land
But the road seems to betray meSo tear away my skin
I know there's something more
It's a battle I can win
What am I afraid for?I feel like fire in the rain
I'm trying to shine a light
Find a way to break these chains
In spite of you, I gotta stay strong
I don't wanna be loved
I just wanna be something more
'Cause I can feel it inside
It's a changing of tides
I just have to know what I stand forWhen everything is at a standstill
And I lose my sense of time
I feel my heart start racing
And now my mind's in overdrive
Out of touch, out of mind, I'm pacing
Trying