Harder To Stay

Smells like cigarettes
Thought you were gonna quit
You say you got no regrets
Then you go and joke about itI piss my day away
I wish it bugged you more
You say you're proud of me
When I say I'm insecureBut every single day
It feels more like you wanna put me in my place
But you don't even need to say it to my face
It's getting harder to stayLately I said that every single day
It feels more like you wanna put me in my place
But you don't even need to say it to my face
It's getting harder to stayYou bite your fingernails
I pick my callouses
I'd send your Venmo back
But I don't know what the balance isStopped to park in LA
I've heard that one before
Sorry I'm so cliché
And I guess I'm sorry I don't trust you moreBut every single day
It feels more like you wanna put me in my place
But you don't even need to say it to my face
It's getting harder to stayLately I said that every single day
It feels more like you wanna put me in my place
But you don't even need to say it to my face
It's getting harder to stayI could only let it go so far
I could only let it go so far
I could only let it go so far
Let it go so far
Let it go so farI've been sleeping less
You started reading again
I'm tired of how I dress
But you say I'm looking thin