Not The Same

I used to get down
Get crazy
Not care
You couldn't faze meI was waiting for the world to end
Never thought that I could feel again
I waste time
Get blastedMy friends, I outlasted
One by one, they began to die
For some reason I was still aliveI open up my eyes
You brought me back to life
You're the light in the dark
You keep me holding onI'm not running
I will never be ashamed
I'm not the same
I'm not angry
I'm still learning from the pain
I'm not the same
AnymoreI used to break hearts
So dirty
Invincible, you couldn't hurt me
I was flying high above the groundNo one could've ever shot me down
I lie for no reason
Incapable of all feeling
Taking everything there was to take
Got caught up living like a fakeI'm not running
I will never be ashamed
I'm not the same
I'm not angry
I'm still learning from the pain
I'm not the same, anymoreI was lying to myself
I was running from myselfI'm not running
I will never be ashamed
I'm not the same
I'm not angryI'm still learning from the pain
I'm not the same
I'm not the sameI'm not lying to myself anymore