Trauma sets in Mesmerized by the hell I created Swallowed whole by the darkness that lives within me Architect of my spiritual undoing Lover to misery Oh sweet suffering, silently slithering Remove me from this earthThis empty shell that is me A deadly construct, this gnawing mistrust Into the darkness I descend Oh sweet suffering, perfectly crippling A sewer of waste Toxic thoughts ingrained Pestiferous, obnoxious, erroneous Into the darkness I descendA petty deprivation, this constant need for validation Deceitful nature is imposed An apocrypha, immoral Deceitful nature exposed Ever-growing desperation Sinking me to my lowest lows Remove me, violentlyTotal exacerbation The stench of despair Remove me, silently Devious manipulation Constant need for validation Deceitful nature imposed I can no longer perceive who I am in this maze True nature exposedKnife to my throat Is this my way out Mesmerized by the hell I created Swallowed whole by the darkness that lives within me Architect of my spiritual undoing Lover to miseryGloom and despair, the art of tribulation Gloom and despair, seductive damnation Gloom and the lure of death Unworthy of fixing vermin shell Gloom and the lure of death Unworthy of fixing shattered shellRemove me, end me Remove me from hell Remove me, end this From this tremulous fear, the intoxicating deep Remove me, take me from tribulation Remove me, take me from desperation Remove me, end thisFrom this tremulous fear, the intoxicating deep Ever-growing desperation Sinking me to my lowest lows Remove me, violently Total exacerbation The crippling state of depression Remove me, silently
