My Ego Dies At The End

I think I lost something in the water
I tried to swim to it
I could not swim to it
Drowning and dreaming, should've make me stronger
I try to swim through it
I could not swim through itLeave my body in the party early
Cry on the train, playin' Justin Vernon
Such a long walk back to thirtiethI have a/the dream again, I have a/the dream again
My ego dies at the end, it's ego death
I live the dream like I still don't know what it means
Who am I? I've lost the thread
My ego dies at the end
Mm, mm-mm, mm-mm, mm, mm, mm-mm, mm-mm, mm, mm
Mm, mm-mm, mm-mm, mm, ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, ah, ahI lost the girl I was over a winter
I tried to cry for it
I could not cry for it
Sank down to search the bottom of the river
I tried to dive for it
I could not dive for itLeave my in the water, who are we?
Tried baptism but it felt like burning
If I don't write about it, was it really worth it?I have a/the dream again, I have a/the dream again
My ego dies at the end, it's ego death
I live the dream like I still don't know what it means
Who am I? I've lost the thread
My ego dies at the endLeave my body in my ego early
Kill it kind with a surgeon's mercy
Claim I put it out of its miseryI have a/the dream again, I have a/the dream again
My ego dies at the end, it's ego death
I live the dream like I still don't know what it means
Who am I? I've lost the thread
My ego dies at the end
Mm, mm-mm, mm-mm, mm, mm, mm-mm, mm-mm, mm, mm
Mm, mm-mm, mm-mm, mm, ah, ah-ah, ah-ah, ah, ah