dumbass

I do this thing where I close off
My feelings and I take my clothes?off
So?I don't have?to open up to my boyfriendI?told my friends that I'm fine
But really, I'm losing my mind
They're drinking, I'm thinking too much
So I avoid themSucking in my stomach
Side effects of fitting in
Don't cut my hair 'cause I'm scared
God forbid I have my own opinionIt's my fear of looking like a dumbass
Saying something that I shouldn't have
It's holding me back, holding me back, holding me backMy fear of never being good enough
So I ignore what I want
It's holding me back, holding me backBut I'm over that
Over, over, over, over, over
Over that
Over, over, over, over, overI'm over biting on my tongue
When people tell me I'm too young
To say all the things that I do in my songsSeventeen over these side effects of fitting in
I don't know shit, let me live
God forbid I have my own opinionIt's my fear of looking like a dumbass
Saying something that I shouldn't have
It's holding me back, holding me back, holding me backMy fear of never being good enough
So I ignore what I want
It's holding me back, holding me backBut I'm over that
Over, over, over, over, over
Over that
Over, over, over, over, over
Over that
Over, over, over, over, overIt's my fear of looking like a dumbass
Saying something that I shouldn't have
It's holding me back, holding me back, holding meIt's my fear of never being good enough
So I turned into what I'm not
It's holding me back, holding me back, holding me