Right Here Right Now

These haunting memories challenge me
It’s like they are testing my mind
They linger on and do not fade
I see them when I close my eyesI wish that they would go away
But I’m doubtful things will change
They push me closer to the edge
To end it all right here today?I let these thoughts build up inside
I break the silence with my cry
I need to fix myself somehow
Right here right nowThere was a time when things were good
And that’s before I bought the mine
I spend everything I had
Including some that wasn’t mine!I let these thoughts build up inside
I break the silence with my cry
I need to fix myself somehow
Right here right nowAnd then I pushed our love aside
As our wealth grew more and more
Now I’m rich, I am alone
All this wealth, yet I am poorI let these thoughts build up inside
I break the silence with my cry
I need to fix myself somehow
Right here right now