If I Die

Lay awake in the night time
Say you want me, but never said likewise
Raindrops on the pavement sound so painless
Something like my life, falling both so aimless
Hundred more times where we all fall down
Know this shit hurts, but I won't call out
Always in my sound, screaming oh so loud
I ain't never bluffed once, so I won't fold now, tell meIf I die right now
Is it even gonna matter?
Could take a bullet to the face
Nothing here to pull me into fate
Wonder if a thing would even change, tell me
If I die right now
Would the world move any faster?
'Cause I don't wanna see a grave
But I know I'mma see it either way
So I'm just tryna keep it out of pace, tell me
If I die right now(If I die, tell me tell me if I die)If I die right now(If I die, tell me tell me if I die)Tell me if I die right no-o-o-ow, o-o-o-oh(If I die, tell me tell me if I die)I think I'mma be alright now(If I die, tell me tell me if I die, if I die, if I, if I)I think I'mma save that pain for another day
Take a case to the face and just run away
Tell the reaper when I see him I'mma run a fade
I ain't really sad, but I'm faded, so what could I say to the pain?
Yeah I'm fine, yeah I'm all gravy
Feeling like shit, I'm alone and I'm lazy
Every single day, thinking what could I make
Sometimes I don't even know why I should chase, because
If I die right now
If it's really for forever, tell me, what could I change?
Maybe I should try life out
Getting used to me living with the pain through the day, becauseIf I die right now
(If I die right now)
Is it even gonna matter?
(Is it even gonna matter)
Could take a bullet to the face
(To the face)
Nothing here to pull me into fate
(Pull me into fate)
Wonder if a thing would even change, tell me
(Thing would even change)
If I die right now
(If I die right now)
Would the world move any faster?
(World move any faster)
'Cause I don't wanna see a grave
(Grave)
But I know I'mma see it either way
(See it either way)
So I'm just tryna keep it out of pace, tell me
If I die right now(If I die, tell me tell me if I die)If I die right now