All I Want

There’s nothing fucking working
Why can’t I get out of bed?
I shouldn’t be hurting
Ain’t no reason that I should be so in my head
I feel like such a burden
The though of that just hurts my head
I'm feeling so uncertain
Like all the work I put in just left me for deadAll I want
Is to feel like I'm worth the fight
All I want
Is to not lie awake at night
All I want
Is to know if I’ve lost my mind
All I want
Is to know that I’ll be alrightDo I even deserve this?
Like, why am I still in my bed?
I feel like a undead
But now I'm overthinking everything again
Can’t you tell that this just isn’t like me?
I don’t give in, but if I were to
I would t?ll you to not give up on me
This medicin? just doesn’t workAll I want
Is to feel like I'm worth the fight
All I want
Is to not lie awake at night
All I want
Is to know if I’ve lost my mind
All I want
Is to know that I’ll be alrightLet me go now
It’s got a stronghold, it’s got a stronghold on me
Let me go now
It’s got a stronghold, it’s got a stronghold on me
Let me go now
It’s got a stronghold, it’s got a stronghold on me
Let me go now
It’s got a stronghold, it’s got a stronghold on meAll I want
Is to feel like I'm worth the fight
All I want
Is to not lie awake at night
All I want
Is to know if I’ve lost my mind
All I want
Is to know that I’ll be alright